Searching for my courage…
One vodka bottle at a time…
Trying to find the answers…
To my drunken paradigm…
Battling my inner fears…
And countless insecurities…
Fighting those vulnerable feelings…
That always bring me to my knees…
......
Oh! beloved Lord found me again,
Drunk intoxicated, found me in the crowded market
I avoided and hide myself,
But that saw me; that drunk's eyes
I fled from the bar
To be found once again!
Why am I escaping?
Nobody can escape from that!
Why am I hiding, when I was found 100 times back.
I wonder! How can I be found in the brimming city?
......
I miss me days of drinkin’
And all the joys of a wonderful life...
I ruined it all with a marriage
To an unforgivin’ and bitter wife...
I enjoyed me pints of Guinness
Often chasin’ them wit a dram of whiskey...
The more I drank, the braver I became,
Gettin better lookin’ and sometimes even frisky...
......
Here I sit...
In my bucket of sorrow...
Wondering if I’ll even survive...
Until the sunrise tomorrow...
The bottles of gin...
Which I consume each day...
Have destroyed my will...
What more is there to say...
......
She was a loving mom…
A good wife, too…
She cared for her family…
There was nothing she wouldn’t do…
She had three beautiful boys…
Her little ducks in a row…
They were always together…
They loved their mom so…
......
Hair sprawled on the table
I rest my head on
eyes jealous of the ice
in the drink
that once had a similar sparkle.
The silence at this
gloomy bar
feels foreign,
in front of our screaming.
......
Tu m’emmènes
Dans ton bateau ivre
Tu me murmure
Allons-y, cherchons la joie de vivre
Et moi, je me plonge dans
Tes yeux de mer
Searching for my courage…
One vodka bottle at a time…
Trying to find the answers…
To my drunken paradigm…
Battling my inner fears…
And countless insecurities…
Fighting those vulnerable feelings…
That always bring me to my knees…
......
She was a loving mom…
A good wife, too…
She cared for her family…
There was nothing she wouldn’t do…
She had three beautiful boys…
Her little ducks in a row…
They were always together…
They loved their mom so…
......
Here I sit...
In my bucket of sorrow...
Wondering if I’ll even survive...
Until the sunrise tomorrow...
The bottles of gin...
Which I consume each day...
Have destroyed my will...
What more is there to say...
......