When my soul has become useless
and panic knocks on the door
thoughts become chaos
I can't take it any more
still hearing voices
from front, from behind
I run towards your cries
and I nevermind
your sounds give me comfort
deep down inside
......
As I fight the enemy within
a cynical and jaded grin
is what this face emits
find the me that lies beneath
as you crawl inside to be
you work within my skin
maker of every sin
black and blue and cold
why won't you let go??
reactions are unknown
......
Living with my misleading
and false reality
with concerns of anxiety
skipping and spinning
just to fabricate
the incorrect
theories motion on
to find that
forever is just nothing
cold and motionless
......
Devilish kindness that
devours souls and
hi-jacks beliefs
gone like a ghost
never to return as your own
figments of falsehood and
coupled with fiction
flashes before eyes
as your flesh melts in the fire
your being is scorched and smoldered
......
A tribute to the insane
we are not left alone
defy the father
left me here
just to stand all
alone
take my regrets
make them madness
be by my side
I thought what i did was right
......
In my own World
back to a calm place
thing go so fast
my hearts in a race
with all of my thoughts
their not at ease
wanting more drugs
I love how they tease
slipping out of place
feeling of spent
......
I lose it everyday
somewhat different
but always the same
as strange as this sounds
forever up, never down
it's a scared place to be
a walk inside of me
the mania never stops
this moods complex plots
like I'm yelling at me
......
When my soul has become useless
and panic knocks on the door
thoughts become chaos
I can't take it any more
still hearing voices
from front, from behind
I run towards your cries
and I nevermind
your sounds give me comfort
deep down inside
......
I hate myself today
a little more than yesterday
there is nothing to debate
I just want to escape
happy is far away
gone with the parade
it just gets to hard to stay
I know this sounds cliche
my life in disarray
I can say I'm not Okay
......
As I fight the enemy within
a cynical and jaded grin
is what this face emits
find the me that lies beneath
as you crawl inside to be
you work within my skin
maker of every sin
black and blue and cold
why won't you let go??
reactions are unknown
......