Dissocaition is the armour my mind
and body so desperately clings too.
Wrapping myself in a hazy dream,
The real me only seen by few.
My laughter muffled, my cries suffocate,
A skill I so perfectly cultivate.
The emotions escape me as I try to feel,
All human experience does not feel real.
......
Orange, yellow radiate
Red, white, blue flash
Black surrounds
Darkness covers me in a world of color
Flashes become a distant vision
Radiance fades through the bricks I laid to hide in
Don't turn right Lily
Lily go left
Lily two rights make things all wrong Lily
Lily GO LEFT
......
Necessary to the feeling of existence,
For that awareness demands sacrifice.
Knowingly awake with the reminder of truth,
Unavoidable regardless of desire.
Freedom of feeling is but fleeting
As the balance returns in due time.
Catharsis implies denouement;
......
Dissocaition is the armour my mind
and body so desperately clings too.
Wrapping myself in a hazy dream,
The real me only seen by few.
My laughter muffled, my cries suffocate,
A skill I so perfectly cultivate.
The emotions escape me as I try to feel,
All human experience does not feel real.
......
Necessary to the feeling of existence,
For that awareness demands sacrifice.
Knowingly awake with the reminder of truth,
Unavoidable regardless of desire.
Freedom of feeling is but fleeting
As the balance returns in due time.
Catharsis implies denouement;
......
Orange, yellow radiate
Red, white, blue flash
Black surrounds
Darkness covers me in a world of color
Flashes become a distant vision
Radiance fades through the bricks I laid to hide in
Don't turn right Lily
Lily go left
Lily two rights make things all wrong Lily
Lily GO LEFT
......