Afraid of these people?
Fed up of these minds?
Cuz it’s never been fine?
Wanted to shine?
But you always decline?
Have no lifeline?
So now you wanna meet the divine?
So you thought…
Let’s end it all.
......
The sun overhead does not shine bright anymore.
There is this depressive halo around it.
Winds were comparatively cold than it was last Christmas.
I don't remember where I lost sight of my shawl of warmth.
Monsoon was harsh too.
It tasted brackish.
It rained tears.
I knew these were just signs
Because I ignored them for long.
I am losing my battle.
......
I am a disaster,
Wallowing in self pity.
Delusions strong,
Paranoia in overdrive,
I am stalemate.
Stagnant.
Watching life pass
And I cannot move.
No dreams nor nightmares,
Lite hurts.
......
I am a disaster,
Wallowing in self pity.
Delusions strong,
Paranoia in overdrive,
I am stalemate.
Stagnant.
Watching life pass
And I cannot move.
No dreams nor nightmares,
Lite hurts.
......
The sun overhead does not shine bright anymore.
There is this depressive halo around it.
Winds were comparatively cold than it was last Christmas.
I don't remember where I lost sight of my shawl of warmth.
Monsoon was harsh too.
It tasted brackish.
It rained tears.
I knew these were just signs
Because I ignored them for long.
I am losing my battle.
......
Afraid of these people?
Fed up of these minds?
Cuz it’s never been fine?
Wanted to shine?
But you always decline?
Have no lifeline?
So now you wanna meet the divine?
So you thought…
Let’s end it all.
......