I change the topic when your name is taken,
because I can’t help with the smile .
I see if my laugh is being mistaken
for something else but I simple decline .
Your laugh is all I need
to make me happy and fix my day .
You say a joke and I don’t laugh ,
there stands no way .
......
"this is how the story went
I met someone by accident
who blew me away,
blew me away "
you know the song babe ?
I can barely write
but with this perfect twist of fate
I can compose not only words but music too
......
I woke up restless after a night filled with two dreams.
One filled with peace and nature. The other one explicit.
As if I scripted them. They were that good.
One made me calm and happy. One made my blood boil.
I'm losing the first one. The canvas fades so quickly.
The other one I still see very clearly...
A voyeur dream it was. I watched you from not too far.
......
Lungs fill with air and I expand my life
Eyes glazed over with an unknown beauty
The dark of mine admire the star in yours
Simple design is the greatest thing I have ever known
However the complex of you breaks it all away
Steal the the breathe out of my lungs once again
Ascension into higher emotions, I still worry
Admiration that I have is, is it normal to feel such?
The way I feel is true and I know that to my fullest extent
Worrisome I grow as the clock spins and goes on
......
Dark hair
deep eyes.
Like a well I fell into once...
The night sky clear
not a single cloud.
The world lit
just by the moonlight .
Lightning came.
......
my one embarrassment; i hate you.
i hate the way even the thought of you made my heart stutter,
the way you made me think life is better as two.
how the thought of that made me misstep, blushing at my blunder.
i hate you wholeheartedly,
even though it hurts a bit to say,
regardless if it was because of something said belatedly,
and that i was the one who had to pay.
......
You're dreaming of a pretty girl
With those red stained lips and curly hair
A clinging dress and hourglass shape
A face for a Claude Monet
Oh, she'll hold your hand on the sidewalk of life
She'll giggle at all the right times
She's poised and petite and like a glass of fine wine
She only gets better with age
......
In the short time that I have known him
Though only through a screen
There's something about him
That makes my heart keen
His smile is like a beacon
Shining brighter than the stars
In the darkest of nights
It erases all my scars
......
What if I told you I like you?
Would you still treat me the same?
What if I told you I liked you several times since 8th grade?
Would you still maintain our friendship?
You have no idea what goes on in my mind and heart, although I really hope that you do.
I wish you knew, but I don't want to tell you
Because I know how it will end.
I'm not the type of girl you like, although I really wish I was.
I'm not as pretty as her, nor am I as smart as her. I don't want to be like her, but maybe, just maybe, if I was like her, you might have looked at me the way you did to her.
I wish this were in one of those books that I have read. Then there might be a chance of a plot twist, and maybe you like me back as well.
......
I bury my sickening worries,
like a solitary slave
(why do I still hope he..)
sighing him as his gaze calmy
paces away from my face
(h-ho-how I…I hope he di-didn’t
h-ha-have to seem me ble-bleed)
......