He said, I love you, baby. Begging me to repeat after him. But I wanted him to love me without words but truth. He acted like it was a game to him?
Playing with my emotions all the time, and still begging for a simple word?
He said, I love you: but realistically I'm nothing when he loves someone else.
I remember the day he fell in love with me. he asked if I'd take his last name and pass it on to our children, Lola and Aiden. So, the day he started talking about her was the day I realized he was in love with someone else.
I could tell when he was falling in love again because we went through the same thing. You spoke about her like you used to speak about me.
......
How can I know that you are the one?
How can I trust you after all you have done?
I was blind to have trusted you before
Crazy with thoughts of having you more!
You seem to be a player and I, your playing,
An object am I? You play with me.
Everyday a game or two you played,
Finding me swayed in all silly ways.
......
You bring the cycles of destruction on us me
Framing false-heroes, and boosting your conceit,
You flash those cold-blue eyes, and grit your white teeth,
But I just get stronger with the hate you give.
The girl you once proposed under the cherry-blossom trees,
She's long gone, just be replaced with the epitome of bitter hatred,
The hate doesn't ebb, it multiplies, and comes with a greater force,
My crying was manipulation, and my sadness was seeking attention?
......
Did some little young thing catch my man’s eye?
Hopefully a quick thought, or is he mid-affair or is it possible he’s still a good guy?
I can’t help but notice recent changes he’s made.
The more I think about it, the madder I get, he better not have strayed!
It’s hard to talk to him because he makes me feel insane.
And I don’t believe shit he says which makes my anger hard to contain.
I’m left at home with no way to go, that makes me feel some type of way.
If only I had proof that he’s cheating on me I could just walk away.
I’ve tracked him down and chased him around, to catch him in the act.
But when I find him I get attitude and absolutely no eye contact.
......
he looks in my eyes with a soft expression
“i promise” he says, not a single glint in his eye
i hold back my tears as he smiles at me softly
he’s lying.
i knew before i ever asked
i knew that he would lie
but how does he do it so easily?
how can he look me in the eye,
tell me he loves me,
and then long for someone else?
......
He said, I love you, baby. Begging me to repeat after him. But I wanted him to love me without words but truth. He acted like it was a game to him?
Playing with my emotions all the time, and still begging for a simple word?
He said, I love you: but realistically I'm nothing when he loves someone else.
I remember the day he fell in love with me. he asked if I'd take his last name and pass it on to our children, Lola and Aiden. So, the day he started talking about her was the day I realized he was in love with someone else.
I could tell when he was falling in love again because we went through the same thing. You spoke about her like you used to speak about me.
......
he looks in my eyes with a soft expression
“i promise” he says, not a single glint in his eye
i hold back my tears as he smiles at me softly
he’s lying.
i knew before i ever asked
i knew that he would lie
but how does he do it so easily?
how can he look me in the eye,
tell me he loves me,
and then long for someone else?
......
Did some little young thing catch my man’s eye?
Hopefully a quick thought, or is he mid-affair or is it possible he’s still a good guy?
I can’t help but notice recent changes he’s made.
The more I think about it, the madder I get, he better not have strayed!
It’s hard to talk to him because he makes me feel insane.
And I don’t believe shit he says which makes my anger hard to contain.
I’m left at home with no way to go, that makes me feel some type of way.
If only I had proof that he’s cheating on me I could just walk away.
I’ve tracked him down and chased him around, to catch him in the act.
But when I find him I get attitude and absolutely no eye contact.
......
You bring the cycles of destruction on us me
Framing false-heroes, and boosting your conceit,
You flash those cold-blue eyes, and grit your white teeth,
But I just get stronger with the hate you give.
The girl you once proposed under the cherry-blossom trees,
She's long gone, just be replaced with the epitome of bitter hatred,
The hate doesn't ebb, it multiplies, and comes with a greater force,
My crying was manipulation, and my sadness was seeking attention?
......
How can I know that you are the one?
How can I trust you after all you have done?
I was blind to have trusted you before
Crazy with thoughts of having you more!
You seem to be a player and I, your playing,
An object am I? You play with me.
Everyday a game or two you played,
Finding me swayed in all silly ways.
......