I
Look at you thinking about the promises we made to each other
The ones that always kept us together and happy
Before,we started breaking them
You were right here with me
But still it felt like you are miles away
And at that very moment i held your hand and said
No matter what goes wrong I'll never let go of you
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I wish I could smash my heart with a hammer so everyone could see how badly I hurt inside.
I'd wear it with pride and pain in my eyes.
Porcelain cracked and peices lying, forgotten
I wish I could smash my heart with a hammer
So everyone could see how I feel inside.
You make call me out for how I eat snacks
Like you're the judge of all my acts
I thought you loved me like a friend
But it turns out our whole life's been April Fool's
I thought I could depend on you
For being someone I could turn to
But I guess its always just a joke
And you can make fun of me whenever you choose
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I envy my body
for it always gets what it wants.
If it gets tired, I sleep
If it aches, I rest
If it's wounded, I treat and never want to feel the pain again.
But, my heart,
I pity my heart
for it never gets what it wants.
If it gets tired, I coax
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Why do you call me crazy
Is it just to try to distance yourself from my mind
I'll let you know now
That nothing you do makes you look worse
Than putting other people down
All the ways I thought you'd love me
Come crumbling down when you approach me
I try to be myself and love you unconditionally
But I guess not everyone will be kind
......
I wish I could smash my heart with a hammer so everyone could see how badly I hurt inside.
I'd wear it with pride and pain in my eyes.
Porcelain cracked and peices lying, forgotten
I wish I could smash my heart with a hammer
So everyone could see how I feel inside.
When our eyes met,
it hit me like a train.
Took my breath,
like jumping from a plane.
I thought it could not
get any better.
I would do anything,
to just forget her.
......
You make call me out for how I eat snacks
Like you're the judge of all my acts
I thought you loved me like a friend
But it turns out our whole life's been April Fool's
I thought I could depend on you
For being someone I could turn to
But I guess its always just a joke
And you can make fun of me whenever you choose
......
Why do you call me crazy
Is it just to try to distance yourself from my mind
I'll let you know now
That nothing you do makes you look worse
Than putting other people down
All the ways I thought you'd love me
Come crumbling down when you approach me
I try to be myself and love you unconditionally
But I guess not everyone will be kind
......
Always knew that someday I would drown in those eyes too much
Build up a wall of hope, to hide away the truth
Of liking you too much
Would have changed everything to make you feel the same
Guess she reached it first
I know I should have said something
Guess it is now too late
Wish I could turn back time to make it all clear
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