I'm just trying to survive
Is it so surprising
That I want to leave?
To get away from everything?
Trust me this isn't easy
I'm not here because it's fun
I wasn't lying to you
Trying to get your sympathy
......
Don't tell me it's okay,
I don't deserve it that way,
Don't tell me your just fine,
Fine was always mine,
You own the words in my throat,
A creamy spatter,
What could be
What was
I can't be here
I can't be without you
......
Don't tell me it's okay,
I don't deserve it that way,
Don't tell me your just fine,
Fine was always mine,
You own the words in my throat,
A creamy spatter,
What could be
What was
I can't be here
I can't be without you
......
A tear lurks beyond
the ledge of my sleepless eyes
afraid to commit.
Don't tell me it's okay,
I don't deserve it that way,
Don't tell me your just fine,
Fine was always mine,
You own the words in my throat,
A creamy spatter,
What could be
What was
I can't be here
I can't be without you
......
Don't tell me it's okay,
I don't deserve it that way,
Don't tell me your just fine,
Fine was always mine,
You own the words in my throat,
A creamy spatter,
What could be
What was
I can't be here
I can't be without you
......
I'm just trying to survive
Is it so surprising
That I want to leave?
To get away from everything?
Trust me this isn't easy
I'm not here because it's fun
I wasn't lying to you
Trying to get your sympathy
......
A tear lurks beyond
the ledge of my sleepless eyes
afraid to commit.