Summer
and open flowers
scent the night
a shallow river
under the full moon.
Autumn.
The leaves that soaked up the sun
flare again
then fall
through sulking mist
onto
frost-brittle grass
Winter
the days are small rain-drenched isles
and the cold uncovers our bones
Spring.
Windows and doors open
to freshen musty houses
the warming sun calls
but
I hesitate on the threshold.
We were never so remarkable
as when we were children.
There a sense of light
gave us kinship with the stars
and all the Earth’s creatures.
But
Flesh awoke
and put the child to bed.
There’s trouble in the house.
One step,
just one step into the world
and the light goes out
The mountain,
Gripped by snow-
a frozen cresting wave.
Afternoon,
and its shadow collapses
upon the town,
sweeping people home
followed by rain.
Bent old man
with a spray of white hair,
a wave
propped up on a stick,
staring into his shadow.
Our distant shore is always here.
Alone
in world-deserted hours
I try and map the universe.
Still
dark
silent
Emanating from a Mind
no thought can imagine.
Can the hand of a wave
grasp the whole sea?
When a map I draw
I hold it up to the Night
and stars
pierce holes in it.
I can see clear to the horizon
but
no more than a moment ahead.
The clock of thought
keeps spinning around in consciousness
too clear to see.
Eternity-
just the loss of a thought away,
yet how deep,
long,
distracting
and entrancing
each moment,
circling through firm,
unperturbable stillness.
Wake to find the mountain gone-
stolen by clouds.
Returned
late afternoon
with snow.
.
If you should go seeking
know that you make yourself
an enemy of the world
and it’s adherents.
Love will betray you
with every other man
and no matter if you turn
and stand provocative
by a streetlight
the long black limousine
that steals the light
to glamorize itself
will not stop to open its door for you
It cruises instead
for the beautiful orphans
and the handsome poor.
The crowning achievements
of people you once knew
will weigh heavy upon your
frequent depressions and despair.
Thieves and liars
will always find you
for something Dark and jealous has
dominance of this world.
Go at night
for in that blindness
you will see the truth of the world
and tread not heavy
for you have no license
to yell
“Wake-up!”
to those who choose to sleep.
The sun dragged it’s
fading robe of light
across autumn fields.
leaves,
husks of flames,
burned cold on the grass.
I step down narrowing days
to where rain is falling.
This wind tonight-
cold breath of snow
from the mountain,
it wraps the star-prickly night about me.
as I walk past
darkened houses
here and there
at this late hour
light leaks from closed curtains
Dreams in the heads of sleep.
We gather
to bury yet another friend
our travelling companion
A tree
Wrenched from the heart
too soon
always too soon
no matter the age.
How many more graves
will I step over
until I slip into my own?
Does this image echo?
A long line of refugees
bedraggled
trudging a road,
grasping tightly
what little possessions they can carry,
fleeing a burning city,
planes-
birds of prey,
circle above.
All the Time
all over the World
people,
continually,
coming out of Egypt.
Despite opinions,
from appearance,
Death Lives within us.
Now,
if you would,
come to this black wall with me.
See, they are coating it with another
layer,
the black of the emptiness
that is limitless Space
and a shade of Forever.
Discarded around the bottom
of this tall wall
failed leaves,
broken glass,
and bones.
This dead boy here
ran
threw himself at the wall
and broke.
You can still see the shattered
windows of his eyes.
It is Failure,
it is disappointment,
it is futility.
The vanities of you and I,
Great Cities,
Empires,
Worlds,
and the very Universe itself,
roll to smash against this wall,
defeated.
I did not ask you to follow me.
So why do I persist?
Have you not seen yourself
exposed in darkness
by the light
in a child’s eyes?
Seeing from behind the wall.
Waves hurl a cold breeze onto the shore.
I rise and leave
walking past
clothes left behind and crumbling sandcastles.
I am raw from rubbing myself
against the sun
I lie on the bed
warped and dry
feet dangling over the edge
I try to relax from being stretched
by a long day.
A burnt desert of the sun
waiting for rain.
Cold, bleached
late afternoon sky
Even the gold the clouds soak-up
feels chill.
The last of the light
hangs for a moment upon the horizon-
a rusting leaf,
then
sinks into the blackening mud.
I lie at night on the couch
distracted by noise and images
so that the rain outside is unheard.
Suddenly!
All earthly generators break down.
The rain closes in
and I am empty
at the bottom of the deep night.
But then
slowly
I fill with the sound of rain
till I almost drown.
Too hot day
sure to burst into flames.
Down on the beach
stitches of light on the waters entice.
But
somewhere behind the dry hills
a fire has broken loose
and chases down the wildlife
to engulf
But the smoke rises lazily