she bothers me at night,
making my chest bound and tight,
my peace ripped away by stress,
my breathe is shaky,
my dreams and desire start to die out,
she reminds that no one cares,
that my mind and my body will always remain bothered by her negative visits,
she reminds me everyday I am not strong to repair, that I also have no motivation,
so much thought in my mind
I simply cant hear my positive thoughts.