To her ,
The world is the scariest thing she faces each day ,
In her religion they would say ,
" Worship Him , fear Him and when you face problems turn to Him as He will be the one to guide you "
But how could she start anew ?
Her past has never stopped taunting her .
She would always feel like that was something pulling her like her skin was glued to the past .
She'd ask herself ,
" How long will this last ?
This feeling like it would always stay this way ,
It's right , without Him , my days were only rather gloomy .
They said ,
' There never was a grey area in the Holy Qur'an , so it is never an excuse to not obey '
As I cry and I pray ,
That this hollow feeling in my heart will go away ,
Swore to be patient meanwhile the delay .
Believe that it won't be long before I finally feel okay " .