Inspired by Alison Knowles's "A House of Dust"
1.
Syllables sieved through floating gates,
Metal clack of printer
Mortal rendition, Fortran -
The future coming closer and closer
House of broken dishes / by the sea / using electricity
Black flash, strange as any me I might claim
The already gone, its music barely audible
00-111 - 000 cut and sizzling, swiveling repetitions
The mind falling from itself, into no where.
The desire for place not to be denied
What touch affords us, sempiternal hold.
2.
Imagine a woman with a veil over her head,
Black cotton or muslin
Of the sort that my grandmother wore, the edge of her sari
As she sat under the sun, by the well side.
Already the veil covers the garden
Mango trees split into the shape of harps.
3.
The artist decides on materials, timber, tar, tumbleweed,
Then light source - natural, electric, strobe, that sort of thing
She decides on location -
A bracelet, a brandishing of space
Scores for a masked ball, the self and its others
Clinging close, hips grinding, a distinct congress
Precise rendering of rhyme or its uncoupling
Underwater copulation = syllabic sense.
The artist decides on persons - girls with jump ropes
Boys whistling in the sunlight by hydrants gushing
Hot metals, the planet soaked in ether,
A scholar blinded by footnotes, scores of them,
Men and women, faceless now, joyful and inconsolable
Veritable census of the dead.
4.
House of Dust / on open ground / lit by natural light
Is that where I belong?
Lord have mercy!
Grandmother cried, when I was born
This child will wander all her life.
Grandfather tossed in a match
The bush filled with smoke, gooseberry bush -
With freckled leaves
- Tat tvam asi -
The deliverance of Sanskrit
What I learnt without knowing that I did,
Grammar of redemption
Sucked from fiery space
As grandmother's hands turn to dirt
The sky - cerulean blue
Sheer aftermath.