Matthew Conrad

May 15, 1986 - Ostrowiec Świętokrzyski
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schwäbisch, bayerisch, sächsisch: alternatively? "english"

no, i'm pretty shy, come to think of it,
come h'america the 19th century
and the whole:
milk-mamma dutch fetish-fantasy...
eisendame sagte: nein!
vor-der-berlin-mauer-ist-wieder aufbauen:
ein kaktus will sprießen
auf mein handfläche -
leute: führen: somit...

it is, always, so, nice, translating,
english into german and german into english...
es ist, immer, damit, nett, übersetzen,
englisch in deutsche und deutsche in englisch...

horning: zex-inzest-hart-on...
mögen: zeppelin-bomben-auf-öffnen...
nar'ziße... eifrigfötzen...

it's, like... a halloween come
christmas! drunk uncle!
the, usual... olden-sax...

i went among the graves of the first world war
"dead"...
i didn't remark that i i had to feel inclined
to keep a memory of the "currently" dead...
the british dead and their ivory tombs...
i asked myself to find a fiddle...
or a girl's genital presence in the catacombs...

but i did become fucking marble:
marmor...
when it came to how the germans
were heaved into the cushion
of their final sleep...
their mass graves...
you know what's haunting...
about a mass grave...
and what isn't...
about "the individual" that's
ausgerichtet-mit-ein-reich?!
exactly... the mass grave is
an echo-anchor...
you... the exacted autumn in the graves...
without a... "morgen" associated
with both TOD und.. SOMMER...
for a life "unlived":

i didn't feel anything
for the individuals dead yesterday...
the britischeinzelpersonen...
not with these, markiert...
blanchiert-weiß-und-elfenbein-mond-geister!

i am, a patriarch in reverse...
Salomon is never thought of...
as a patriarch...
i want to be the father to the sons
of the older uncle of king Edward...

i went among the graves at Ypres...
no... democratic pigeon-fuck-shit-wit is all that came
through in the english cemetary...
but? in the german mass graves?
i heard the wind...
ich gehört die wind!
i heard the wind!
the mass graves of the german spoke
back to me: like an ejaculation
of the en masse "retribution"
of a conclusive abortions...
fried, poached, scrambled... boiled...
omelettes of sort...

ich ging unter der schwarz-pfauen: der elstern...
und ich krächzte:
mit freude im nachahmung!

i would give the weight of Faust's:
soul without a body...
to unlearn speaking english...
learn the "ältereonkelzunge"...
and thus... zenith...
upon fiddling with some...
kippah für etwas sauergurke / sauerkohl...

last time i checked...
the Hindenburg was circa...
the... the reconsidered adventure with
a Turkish kebab:
to cut through / past the lamb fat.
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