80+: and the sanity of the ages:
i rather be dead,
than let this, "allowance",
give, me,
the modern concerns,
that, "it", might allow a chance
to... "fulfill":
what exludes:
thus baron of the 40th year...
my own... pickle and...
and onion.... scarred....
heave! heave! a crescendo
of angels descended upon
building the focal point of the ages...
videre amino: beatificare...
omnis quod (quod)...
i want to die prior to "having" to want
to live:
cupio mortem: prior:
est vivo - est cupio ut autem...
i have yet to live:
when i live... and "yet"
manage to speak "proper"...
or, is that the german conundrum...
and that britain was conquered by
"the" empire?
backstein durch backstein!
backstein auf backstein!
menschen regiert ein zunge...
my lesser clown -
i do want...
others to have attempted a pristine
life... i will never fathom
to entomb....
not out of spite...
but i am told to post-mortem
crease that wound...
i am willing to die...
this sacrificial death...
like i am to have to have lived...
this, most, un-eventful of lives.