Turning around, searching you, cannot feel anywhere,
neither on the earth, nor on the sky,
crying silently, walking like a shining widow,
lonely, exotic desires, why my colorless shadow?

movement of reacting self, calls for a help,
with no soul to lean on, only to crawl,
searching for empty darkness, behold shyness,
by exploring endless fantasies in fading depths of guilt,

powerless, in agony, without single ray of flesh,
harmless,to seek peace, with trust and bless.