why was I so stupid and why were you so mean?
why was I in love with you like I was seventeen?
why was I so blind to you, and why did I believe
you would still come back to me most everytime you'd leave
i was so pathetic, but you destroyed my head
why did you replace my thoughts with empty words you said?
why did I not leave and why did you not stay?
why can't I forget like you and calmly walk away?
why couldn't I let go of you like you let go of me?
why was I so blind to you? you never let me see
why do I still cry when I listen to our band?
why did you just let me fall? I reached out for your hand
why did you make me smile and why am I so sad?
why couldn't you let me hate you and erase what we had?