i still remember how you looked on the day I went away
I just stared into your eyes but had no words to say
you held me tight and hugged me and we both began to cry
I thought my life was over cuz without you I would die
i smelled your hair just one last time before I let you go
my heart just kept on bleeding but I didn't let it show
you stayed inside our bedroom and fell onto the floor
I soaked in all the memories, and then walked out the door
I know I said I'm better, and I'm not in love with you
but maybe I'm just dead inside, and maybe you are too
i feel so lost without you and I live inside a daze
I dont know why I'm surprised cuz no one ever stays
I think there's no more feelings but there's always some more pills
life has lost its meaning and you took away the thrills
I think that you miss me and the love we used to feel
I don't think that you forgot, you know our love was real
the thing that makes us happy is the thing we cant admit
we can lie till we turn blue but never will forget
so we'll pretend we're happy and we don't have much to lose
we'll just paint on a smile and live inside the blues.