Shredded

Lately I'm lost trying to figure us out
Daily I'm pained thinking why you ever searched me out
A twirling sinister of pleasurably painful memories
These and more are all we now have lingering along the cervix of the love we once shared
Flustering tears and shy whispers of misses wouldn't heal this hole of misery you've dug in my heart
Once and twice should've ended this
But we took it farther than our hearts could take. Farther than my heart can take


This good love you left to go sour
This heart you've cut in tiny painful shreds
Although in shreds, will rise again
I'll find my peace and comfort again
And that'll be my gain
I may be shredded; mind, soul and spirit but I'm not beyond fix
I'm just a shredded pseudanthium
Waiting to rise and blossom again.