Alive

I'm alive
I survived
Now I'm a vine
I'm divine
I'm sanctified
Glorified
Not to be horrified
Never.
Because tonight
I hit the nail on the head
And it's going to be forever
I'm never going back to that grave
Because I'm alive
Free and alive

He was never my muse
Only my pain
Causing tears to rain
His reign
Was never my gain
Wasted months!
I wish our paths never crossed
Meeting him was a mistake
The blame I take
For I knew what was at stake
But I allowed myself fall
A fall that killed me
But I'm alive

I gave him my hall
The lot that belonged to me
Still he wanted my all
I gave non other but him
My cunt
My self
My self esteem
My ego and my pride
I was dead,
But now I'm alive
I survived
And I'll live on.
Because I'm alive.