I never meant to be a failure

I used to strive to be something greater

But look at me all my energy is lost

Trying to scrape together anything just to pay the cost

The cost of living is heavy

As my soul loses longevity

But i keep trying find the way

To stay alive for another day

And look im not talking about money

The green is not what haunts me

It the feeling an the life

Thats the payment for our strife

Its kinda scary

That these feelings that we carry

Cant just turn off, see my frown

I never meant to let you down

Now Mom when you look at me

And how i am feeling

Do i still need saving

Do i remind of better days

Or is it like looking at a stranger

Trying to see through pain and anger

Did i turn out howd you like

Or do you wish you had a retry

Dad do you see me as someone to behold

Someone worth more than gold

Do i bring you pride and joy

Or is your love just a coy

Tell am i worth the moon and he sun

Or are you hoping if you send me back you'll get a refund..