Having an STD
knowing I'm going to die
but slowly
is a thought that scares me
but I can't change what's reality

Trying to be brave and strong
while intoxicated as I drown
I was happy
until you gave me an STD

Memories from the past I'm remembering
as the oxygen from my brain
is slowly closing
I remember quite clear why all this is happening
because of my love for experimenting

The razor was in my hand
a few slices became dices
then there I was a few pills consuming
but my life was still beeping
so the only option was drowning

Oops, now I'm awake
this was all just my mental state