Radiator.
the warmth stretched her veins,
etched them puissantly on
her calves. Their daughter
under the coffee table,
kicked
the hem of the rug. Guilty.
The furniture
criticizes her limbs
His scrutiny maims
Her concentration forever
She bullies the cat prettily
Defensively
she rides the mop
& cackles, building
smokescreens of energy
He couldn't
carry her enough
In her despotic arms the cat
twitched as if stroked by its sleep
At night he thinned
the child's wine from
a carafe of mineral water
Boredom tightened her face
so close to tears & sleep
She munches something that is
splintery & loud
She meanders her crayon
on a colouring book:
the page
cuts her thumb,
thin & deep, & too neat
for belief or lamentation
* * *
The child rammed the
pramside with her head
* * *
The scotch maunders his tongue
his gestures try
to fling his own speech away
His wife oozes
clammy cleanliness
like a sponge, but
she trims her split-ends absently
with her fingernails in public,
he feels
that her listlessness almost
slanders him
He felt that she had ruined him
& even
in an oddly Victorian sense:
so social
it entered his emotions
slowly
then flooded him like sleep
he floated as it formed him
in a dream he had tried
to murder her
with his car
lethargically,
& she scuttled
out of fender-reach like a hen.
He told her &
she brushed but didn't quite burn
his forearm
with her cigarette,
but
she always touched him,
aimlessly,
passing by his chair
He had cashed his indignation
like a cheque. Pity
enervated him
She tossed the clean
towel onto the bed
* * *
She dropped a saucer & watched
the pieces too long before moving
The sun fried the paint into bubbles
The faucet dribbled rust macabrely
The house was never clean
She bit the sides of her fingers
thoroughly
Tap.
She crushed some ants
- it was going to rain -
with her foot, & regretted
the formic acid smell
on her shoesole
She pushed the pram forward, like
a soldier in a bayonet advance
The neighbours nag
each other flamboyantly
in continental tongues, admire
her son. The other child rammed
the pramside with her head.
She rounds the dough in her hands.
I am combining people.
Her somnolence filters the words
to safer proportions
I have crossed the line
The cat punched its head
softly against the window
Alone,
he would cook breakfast
mysterious crisps of meat
& liquid eggs - proudly,
demolish
his meal like an argument