Jennifer Maiden

1949 / Penrith, Sydney,

The Cadre

I know the formula, too, for we
all speak it as litany

our

issuance, at
issue, to issue, the
issues . . .

little bored innuendoes
of loss retard the veins

a shark's redented grin
is mounted on the wall above
the motto "I prosper in peril"

I fasten like a martyr on a scrap
of irrelevance to endure

stylized I consulted the
coloured moon about tomorrow's storm
& the clouds ruptured veinous, as
black ooze began to spread

I saw
the slim fleche of a pine
blur with wind-beaten grace
on the dead power wires

saw your fingers were scoured
& worried to the quick, saw the
irrevocable in us make
a congruence to unify & die

undue as death
she comes in, poignant with rain,
& sitting there in all
her numbing specialty, she rubs
paspalum that speckles her shoes, & the
thistle bobbins from her heavy skirt;

ignores the room's
gloomy cold pastels, admires
the mantelpiece, which holds
ceremonious wealths of cognac
& a sooty toffee tin.

you grip your hands on the couch
becoming pure obstacle, perhaps
craving pity, but without volition

ludicrous, we are
the meeting points of a cadre, our
ontology is zonal,
military. You
secure nothing. Nothing
is fixed or graspable

you grip your hands,
but away from you,
nursing your armload
of unease

shrugging I work at least for the
stealthier fecundity
innate in misalliance

she samples sweets
& spirits like a guest
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