My Aging Lover in My Arms, the Dharma
affirms itself: the simple truth of how
things are. 1 long fall of water
here in a landscape of waterfalls & we 2
not sitting still to observe, not crossing
over. Immersed. We've walked this trail
for decades. Call our enjoyment the energy
body. Call it clinging, or both. Call the breathtaking Law
of cause & effect sanditthikÅ, evident
here, now: I may think I get it. Say
ehipassiko, inviting, engaging: I might idiotically smile,
cherishing you & your invitations, bowing before
my own confusion like 1 who mistakes
a clay doll for a buddha, the wayfinder's map
for the way. You too smile. & that bending
of flesh that ripples & runs
like whitewater, onyx, like tangled streams
of causation, moves on. Headlong, it sinks
into the porous underground lime. I warm
at the sight, clutch at the warmth, begin to think bound
to samsara by what to each other we
are. But, love, we've long known desire
is impermanent. We've known these slick rocks
& the footway, the brush against skin
of the alders. We've known how body
shouts as a master might to a student, Do you
understand, do you? Speak up. Quick,
quick! As if the student cherished
bewilderment. As if the student, the wrong
-headed student, stuck on the riverbank, stared
at twist-shining chains of actions, results.
Were smiling & clutching. Hadn't much time.