My whole life has been one big atomic bomb.. From being abused being my first memories , forever being locked away in my room, being beaten by most items , being thrown in bath tubs ,made to eat written on paper saying I will never swear at my mum over and over , finding out my mum and her abusive boyfriend where burglars , that was all before going into foster care at 10 years old Since then there's been jail ( twice ) , addiction gambling and drugs , robbery, homelessness, I've been bullied beaten , held at gunpoint , And a gained a personality disorder if not a few of them .. ...