My body is a robot but I am sure I have a soul

Everyday I wonder, ‘Why have I been sold’?

I’m left here in the dark & nobody seems to care

All they know is I’m okay, but living a nightmare

Lies have almost ruined my life, but I never let them get to me

All I have is my honesty & my will to deal with empathy

I don’t give into the evil; I’m trying to stay true

My happiness is tarnishing; my heart is turning blue

She teaches me to hate myself;

Her demon smile & stupid face

‘You hate me because you’re jealous’ she says

‘I hate you because you made me this way’

I try to sleep myself to death; it’s the only joy I feel

She’s snorting drugs in her brain dead skull

& tells me I have to leave

I’m not happy, I never am

I pack my things & go, it’s been the millionth time

She kicked me out; I have no place to go

Winter passed & summer glows

She called me up to say ‘hello’

She wants me back; I don’t know

I love her, so I think I’ll go …

She hadn’t changed & it’s been far too long

I am to forgiving of her selfish wrong

I’m happy now & she doesn’t care

She likes to play games that aren’t fair

I watch her dwell her pain in beer;

Her heart is like a broken mirror

I can’t help her, no one can

She let the devil inside her win

I can’t take it, she’s on her own

I no longer need her; she wants me to go

I’m no longer her ‘sista’ as she claims

But I couldn’t care less; my mind is made

Thank you God, for answering my prays

You sent me someone that really cares

For me and my life, actually mean something

My love for you, is all I need - Jamee L Obey