sitting in a shitty pub
talking to the random men
am i or my sister not enough?
stop expressing that you have it tough

your daughter is depressed
she sits at home alone
wallowing and losing self-esteem
you being sober feels like a dream

your first born son is reflective
of the times when he was younger
you'd be drunk and losing your mind
screaming, while you were fully blind

i wish some things were different
but i'm pessimistic to change
i really want to see you suceed
and stop treating alcohol like a need