children
are most like birds
brothers to angels
remembering how to fly
fluttering as they should
chirping revealed in their voices
you remember of course children's
puzzling passion: burying birds
beneath the earth preparing them
a frail cross at the head of a grave
(as if in the frozen bird's mound they created
a sanctuary for their own bird-like spirits)
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but remember the dilated pupils
those eyes wide with grief
for the bird - then isn't the madness
of cruelty lessened in children - and tenderness
suddenly and stealthily streams into what
we call the soul - this is the greatest moment
when an angel becomes a person -
a perfect one . . .
ask your friends then let them ask
to your amazement you will
comprehend the number
of birds' graves filled by the hands
of children - in other words how much
tenderness should exist on earth - so tell me
where does it go? why doesn't it grow with us?
why is it given to everyone only once
and only a handful to the soul?
so all masons that inhabit the vertebrae
stubbornly lift our bones
raising our heart higher and higher
(as if our heart could see further)
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through the years only this inconsolable sadness
limitless sadness with the eyes of children
that slips into us - slowly but steadfastly
substitutes itself for our ruined soul -
fills it and immediately reigns on its own
over our quiet hearts
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every time in testament
we leave a sadder soul
more alone more despondent
become the generations of
people
birds
trees
Transla tion: 2004, Olena Jennings