City windows the eyes of sadness
Are closing with French blinds
With dying lamps
With evening twilight.
The eye-pupils of faith
Had too much voltage of emptiness
With each attempt to kindle hope
They'd flutter and explode.
When you walk backwards you head always north
Where polar bears
Watch programs through a tiny box
About the realm of animals.
I feel so sad, like I'm the last one
From the jungle,
The last one to have vanquished leafy forests
And got bogged down in vines of arteries.
As day gets bright with eyelids still half-closed
You sort out letters, pasting word to word
To a forgotten addressee
To a lost mailbox.
When you walk backwards you head always north
Where polar bears
Watch programs through a tiny box
About the realm of animals.
Translation from Lithuanian by Aivaras Mockus