What’s pulling me?
Myself?
My wanting?

I fall.

Do I continue?
Can I stop?

My thoughts keep stirring,
Exhilarating,
Gripping,
Breaking.

Do I want it to?
I don’t know,
Do I have to know?
I don’t want to,

I stop myself,
Thinking to myself,
Knowing myself,

I go back to sleep.