I am a ghost, there but not there,
Happened to have a human body with
A voice, a loud voice screaming in my head

Turning over the path I barely crawled on
There, not there,
There with them in my memories,
Not there, me in their memories

I am a ghost, I am there with you,
But a step out, there not even in your memories
A walking dead with a ghostly presence

Silent... I’ll be silent... with my head screaming until it bursts out
Pain... pain... I am NUMB... I want to feel it again
Why?... why?. I shouldn't have been born.

Once, I wanted to be loved...
Hear only kind words
But I can't... not anymore
I can't be loved, nor can I love

THIS EXISTENCE OF MINE SIMPLY WORTHS NOTHING.