How can this be?
That all my emotions tell me to flee
I have no cause to justify my plea
only this pain that will not leave

Help me Lord fix this inside
for all I hope for is to die
to leave this world as it may be
for my heart does not see

I hope for an end to this pain
that I know will be in vain
for I have a life that seems unreal
as my heart cannot feel

I want to be happy to know true bliss
but I'm always dragging, a complete miss
I know too well this pain I feel inside
for it makes me want to die

I try to stop it but I fail
as my resistance is thinner than a rail
Stop this which i feel inside
for it constantly makes me want to die

Hope for tomorrow never comes though
and I have to live another day in the lue
The days have more purpose than I do
for I'm dying in my zoo.

This pain continues to haunt me like a creep
and I cannot escape it, even in my sleep.
I want to end this life so bad
for I hope that it will make me stop feeling sad.

I cannot live this way no more
as I feel like a door.
That too may travel though without care
not even to look at me on a dare.

Let this end and help me be free
for I cannot even come to see
That this life can be alright
but I don't want it in my sight.

Let me die Lord so I may be
away from this life Lord, let me flee.