popping pills to numb the pain
Head keeps spinning, like ur goin insane
Questioning why everyone leaves your side
Wen they all said they were dwn to ride
Goin thru your darkest days alone
Cuz they no longer call or text ur phn
Depression creeps up and knocks on ur door
As ur crying curled up on the bedroom floor.           
U crawl into bed all u wanna do is sleep
Days turn into nights then into weeks
Sad for no reason n don't know why
Can't shake the feelin even if u tryed
One day ur fine then the next ur not
A head full of doubts is wut u got
Running in circles of never-ending words
Of little voices dying to be heard
So I pop my pills n make it all go away
Just to make it thru another fucked up day