I’m lying in my bed
Thinking about what went wrong
How did it come to this?
Does it have to end like this?
I guess there isn’t any other way

You used to think I didn’t care?
Well, believe me I did
I was building an armor
That you couldn’t see the damaging
You really did to me

Surrounded by emptyness
And filled with lonelyness
I spent every night staring into darkness
And sheding a flood of tears
While silence was screaming at me

I was looking for someone’s help
But noone ever noticed me
I was crawling on my knees
Breaking down in front of your eyes
But you just looked right through me

All the pain and misery
And the agony inside of me
That I wanted to shout out
Paralyzed and muted me
So i’m giving in to what’s my fate

And that’s my final note
You know i’d never let you down
I’m sorry that i’ve chosen this way
You’ll never understand the reasons why
But one day it’ll fall into oblivion..