Loved someone
Too much
Never knew the extend
Loved without boundaries

Considered my fam
Considered my tutor
Yet the deep betrayal
Still pains

Circumstances played
But couldn't understand
Lost in own deep world
Had no time for me

Everyone is against
But can't understand deficit
Kept on blaming
Until one day
I decided to quit

Whenever we meet
Our eyes never meet
Deep pain buried within
But self righteousness
It's hard to deal

So better part ways
Destiny awaits
In future ,once revealed
I hope for repentance
But won't be there
To hold hands

Cause I too
Am hurt deeply
And hurt takes time
Even more so
Cause soul is sad

Tears have dried
Dread remains
Christ keeps me sane
But till when will I hold
My unshed tears
Till one of us sees Hades?