As we lay here
It's too late
To feel the pain of your love
Could you understand
The love I have for you
Could you find?
The meaning behind my pain
That yearning effigy
That wholesome drip
The bulb of fluid
The passions I hold
That effervescent yearning
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Your heart beat in mine
Feel me throb
Inside
Feel my cry
From every pore
Tell me the obvious
Tell me you love me
Tell me I'm terrible
Just don't tell me
I'm enough
Let me be your effigy
I'm alive
I'm a liar
To myself
To you
But I forgive us
We wanted a love
Our own
Yours
Mine
All over
So hot
So cold
All over
Spit in my mouth
See how we taste
Just use me
Abuse me
Murder me the way you want to
I'm your canvas
Splatter me in your pain
Make me feel your refrain
Tell me your truth
Whisper your secrets
Let me torture your soul
My love for you is skin deep
Your desire my goal
Give me purpose in your soul
Taste me in your saliva
Tell me I'm alive
Fuck me deep
Feel me hardened
Tell me I'm a person
Worth your hardship
Play my drum
Feel the reverb
Kill me soft
So that death feels hard
So that the police question
Who was weird
Am I your bitch?
Am I your fear?
Tell me I'm enough
Tell me I'm not here
Tell me I'm your love
Say it with your lips
Tell me I'm enough
Tell me I taste like beer
Tell me I'm the passion you lost
The love you fear
Tear me apart
Eat my parts bear
Swallow me whole
Eat me like a bear
I love you
Tell me you do too
Tell me your pain
So I can show you fear
Stretch the leather
Clean it soft
So it's surface reflects
The roughness within
Did you tell your mom?
Did you tell your dad?
That you found God?
In your hand?
Are you the coarse sand?
Grind away my skin
Lay me bare