Its a hard pill to swallow.
I deny it several times.
Maybe Its finally time to fees up.
Say what i really feel.
I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs.
Being extremely horrible and mean
But for what.?
Could this be it.?
The one thing thats staring me dead in the face.
The one thing I can't admit to
The one I've been avoiding for weeks.?
Knocking on my door
Waiting for me to answer
But i refuse to do that
I don't wanna fell this way
But i do
I want it to go away
But it won't
Not until i get what i want.
But what do i want exactly.?