Ashutosh Upadhyay

September 24,1999
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Weird girl

Look
Here he comes;
That black shirt got my glare
he caught my stare
smiling
shrugged his shoulders
busy on phone
He left my attention dome;
Shift the attention
Another infatuation
Preposterous behaviour
I know :)
people find me insane
I am weird
STOP
LISTEN
GOOD
I
DO
NOT
CARE
let them do it,
They dont hurt my feelings
I love myself
When I am happy it feels like like everything and everyone is too;
When i am sad world is sinking with me
When heavy, I cry
Fear me When i m mad
take it easy Lad
I am not normal
I am phenomenal;
I don't wanna be dew
Lost in the lake;
I wanna stand out
something like
Maybe chocolate chip to
your oreo shake
Don't judge me
For god's sake
I don't do what normal girls do
My existence on Earth is still a mystery;
Like Atoms in chemistry;
I search for myself
deep down to soul
to find myself
Physically,
Mentally,
Emotionally,
Verbaly,
Just so unsure
Finding Myself would take
Years
Months
Days
Hours
Maybe even seconds.........
who Knows
maybe schrodinger
He could solve the equation
clear the vextation
My enduring Couthiness
and pithy sense of humour
With a winsome Smile
Could be witnessed in lime
light;
sometimes I wanna be Apple
To fall on Newton
Just to know the reason behind my fall.
only this I desire thats all
But often Analogized with "time"
Many theories "corrlate" to me
None of them make sense
They are being dense
Lumpish there Ideas
Imperceptive there sight
A doltish character
tests my might
Oh My! But i am too bright

Poineering Ventures into litte-known World
maybe my destiny nears
But all those years
Hiding my tears
Am i blinded
I can't Tame
A wrecking train
Pain doesn't give pleasure

A light shinning bright
ony my face
wiping my tears
i thanked my peers
i carry a smile
Just a reflected light
seems more bright
Inside i am empty
regretful to the past
Anxious to the future
vacant to the present
falling in discrete
Guess,Need a Newton to understand me
A schrodinger to solve me;
An artist to sculpt me
A figure of"time"
Then mayebe this morons understand me
this"bariley ki barfi" might be divine
This smile has a shine
Face needs some lime
to look bright
This night
The stars seems dazzling
like conveying a message
to understand I need to birbal
Eureka!Eureka!Eureka!!!!
Got the Archimedes Principle
Maybe I was Just sent To be happy
I am weired
and crazy too
Don't make me blue
From me to you
Just stay with me
Empathise me
You"ll know weird is cool
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