I see your face
i see your eyes
but once again
i cant be alive
everything i had
everything i need
fell apart at my feet
nothing i could do
nothing i can see
im a helpless freak
you tried to sacrifice
you tried to change
but it was me who was insane
so i stand
so i sit
no real reason to live
i had you once
i had you for awhile
what happened to that never ending smile
no going back
no use in trying
im only sitting and crying
i cant fight
i cant react
theres no use in that fact
im over
im dead
gone again.