Anuska Rajbhandari

January 12,2006 - Nepal
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I Miss Her

I miss her
The little girl who was naive
The little girl who loved the world
The little girl who was so happy
The little girl who always wondered
She wondered about a lot of things
All the things that amazed her
But she always wondered about one thing
A specific thing, all day long
Why was she born like this?
Why was she here?
Why was she in that family?
Why was she not cared for?
These were the questions that frequented her mind
These were the questions that tormented her life...
I miss her
The girl who tried her best and gave everyone a smile
The girl who tried to accept her fate and not get tired
She smiled often and looked so bright
But cried more than that every night
She was a little girl, a kid ,only a child
Still she wanted nothing to do with the future and her own life
She suffered constantly but in silence
Cuz she learned from a young age to find comfort in the quiet
She never asked for help of any kind
She never showed she cared for anything worth the while
But deep inside her heart
She was a girl who loved to talk
She wanted nothing more in life than to be loved
She wished upon the stars and every charm she could find
That she hoped to meet the one who will give back her life
She wanted to feel what it's like to want to live again
She wanted to feel what it's like to wait for the future again
She wanted to experience everything in life
Everything that would make her feel alive
I miss her
The girl who waited all her life
Waited to feel alive and feel the love she desired
After all she was just a little girl, a kid, only a child
She couldn't understand the world ,the society or anything of the sort yet
When she learned about all those things it was already too late
She was pressured, and pushed down a lot to make her break herself
Pushed down to the point of hitting rock bottom before she even turned 10
I miss her
That poor little girl who was unaware of the world
That poor little girl who was killed by the adults
That poor little girl who dreamed of a better life
That poor little girl who only wanted to stay alive...
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