how to die without trying
i’m a professional
i’ll tell you how
you stop caring for people
you stop loving women
you stop living in the present
you wake up at noon
you go to bed too soon
you ask ‘how are you’
you take five minute showers
and, you stomp flowers
(you make lazy writing like that)
you tell people you’re fine but you know the rest
you stop believing you're gonna die
you stop feeling insignificant like a fly
you feel like earth isn't just another planet
so when you stop breathing it won't matter
because while in living
you were already dying.